My stepmother is an alien: Mass abductions or mass hysteria?

ABDUCTION INFORMATION REWRITTEN AND CORRECTED BY WHITE WOLF.

 

My stepmother is an alien: Mass abductions or mass hysteria? 

 

Kidnapping tales breed skepticism in UFO circles

 

     You are driving along an empty, unlit stretch of highway, alone at night, when a hovering light that you first take for an airplane suddenly descends over the roadway ahead and you find yourself obeying an urge to stop the car.

 

Light floods the interior, and you are scared.  You sense

somebody ‑ or something ‑ outside the vehicle, and the last thing

you see before your consciousness fades is a silhouetted figure

staring at you through the window glass.  Its eyes are black.

Some time later, you discover you are still inside your car,

unable to account for two hours of lost time.  And you can't shake off the nightmares that have disturbed your sleep ever since.

 

Has this ever happened to you?

 

     If so, UFO researcher David M.  Jacobs, author of "Secret Life: Firsthand Accounts of UFO Abductions" (Simon & Schuster), has a theory: You could be one of thousands ‑ possibly millions ‑ of Earthlings who have been abducted by alien beings and subjected to grisly examinations aboard their spacecraft.  Worse, Mr.  Jacobs believes, hypnosis might uncover repeated kidnappings over the course of your life, all part of a program to breed alien‑human hybrids whose purpose is unknown to us, but whose

existence becomes more difficult to reject as abduction accounts

pile up.

 

     "What we see here is a program of systematic exploitation of

one species over another, in which people are mined ‑ or farmed, if you will ‑ over and over and over again, over the course of their lives, from infancy to adulthood," Mr.  Jacobs says during a visit to Washington to promote his new book, a collection of stories from the mouths of the abducted.

 

     Such claims are hardly new.  For decades, people have been

describing bug‑eyed creatures that took them aboard saucerlike

craft.  UFO researchers like Mr. Jacobs and his mentor, Budd

Hopkins, have hypnotized and interviewed scores of alleged

abductees to discover what happened in those missing hours.

 

     Celebrity abductee Whitley Strieber tells his own tale in

"Communion: A True Story," a 1987 best seller that became a 1989

movie starring Christopher Walken.

 

     But Mr.  Jacobs' "Secret Life," with its claims of careful

documentation and scrupulous research, is touching off new sparks

in a still‑raging intellectual firefight over alien abduction

accounts.  Though hundreds have sought the help of people like Mr. Jacobs, and some mental health professionals laud his work, some psychologists, fellow UFOlogists and skeptics have excoriated the man.

 

     Philip J.  Klass, an unpopular fellow in UFO circles, dedicates his debunking text, "UFO Abductions: A Dangerous Game" (1989), to"those who will needlessly bear mental scars for the rest of their lives because of the foolish fantasies of a few."

 

     "If these {abduction} tales are simply fantasy, and I'm certain they are," Mr.  Klass says in an interview, "then {abduction researchers} are condemning dozens, hundreds of people who participate in their cult to being psychologically disturbed or fearful for as long as they live."

 

     Mr.  Klass says that with hypnosis, you can convince just about anybody he or she has been abducted.

 

     UFO research is a field with its share of frauds and cranks,

Mr. Jacobs freely admits.  There is a history of hoax and ridicule that has discouraged serious inquiry by mainstream science: Spirit channelers who say they also do megaphone duty for extraterrestrials.  "Contactees" who claim to carry messages of benign concern from outer space.

 

     Anyone wading into these waters might expect to have his sanity questioned.

 

     What David Jacobs brings to the subject are serious credentials ‑ he has a doctorate in history and is a professor at Temple University in Philadelphia ‑ and a willingness to apply academic rigor and scrutiny to abduction accounts.

 

     He says there are only two possible answers to the phenomenon he charts: "It's happening as people are describing it, or it's psychological. There isn't any middle ground.  You can't shade this."

 

THE ACCOUNTS

 

     Considering the implications of alien abduction, discovering

that abductees are simply crazy or using fantasy to suppress some

earthly childhood trauma might come as a relief.  Physical or

sexual abuse in childhood are popular but unproven theories of

late.

 

     "We have a whole host of material that does not fit any

psychiatric or psychological model," says Mr.  Jacobs, who adds

that his forays into the alien have drawn ridicule from academic

colleagues.

 

     Not to worry, he says.  "I've got tenure."

 

     Mr.  Jacobs is professorial, all right, white‑haired and

slightly mussed, even with a suit and tie, in the unkempt style of the obsessed computer hacker or science‑fiction buff.  The lid he keeps on his enthusiasm for the subject ‑ he is a career academic ‑occasionally pops off when he is tackling a question.

 

     The "material" he describes are the accounts themselves,

uncovered through hypnosis, of people who claim to have experienced variations on the same ghastly theme:

 

     One or more persons are plucked, from bedrooms, back yards,

cars, and taken aboard spacecraft where small, smooth‑bodied aliens with bulbous heads, large eyes and slits for nostrils strap them to examination tables.

 

     Abductees then have their skin smeared with laboratory stain. Their brains and bodies are scanned, and their genitals are painfully probed.  Women are sometimes impregnated with alien brood; they later have strange and seemingly abortive pregnancies.  Men have semen extracted.

 

     The abductees are released, with no outward memory of the

episode, or with "screen memories" implanted by aliens to block

true recall of the abduction.  Victims are, in effect, tagged and

tracked over several years. They will be abducted again and again, as children, teens and adults, and they are powerless to stop it.

 

     The only physical trace of trauma might be skin rashes,

splotches and small scars. Or in some rare cases small implanted devices that normally seem to be a transceiver of some sort are found.  However, that rare group is only in about 5% of claimed abductees.

 

     Mr. Hopkins, an artist by trade and author of "Missing Time," a 1981 chronicle of abduction, claims a few cases have yielded "implants" ‑ tiny, ball‑like objects retrieved from the nostrils of abductees.  Extensive study of the devices has offered nothing conclusive about their origin, he says.  However, upon reserch done by government groups theses devices have turned out to be similar to an transceiver or a tracking device.

 

CORROBORATION

 

     Mr.  Klass, who has spent 25 years examining and debunking UFO sightings and encounters, challenges the existence of such objects.

 

     "No one has come up with a single piece of physical evidence,"he says. "No one has come back with a physical artifact."

 

     Whatever the truth about physical traces, it is the

psychological scars ‑ in the form of nightmares, depression, dread of places where abductions supposedly occurred ‑ that apparently run deepest.

 

     Abduction stories are told by lawyers, doctors, secretaries,

nurses, homemakers and even newspaper reporters, according to Mr.

Jacobs, who uses pseudonyms to protect the identities of his

interviewees.

 

     "I've done ...regressions" Mr.  Jacobs says, "and people from all over the country... all say the same thing in precise

detail."

 

     Many of those corroborative details ‑ specifics about

examinations, about alien behavior and the innards of their

spacecrafts ‑ never have been publicized even in the most esoteric UFO‑buff journals, says Mr.  Jacobs, who also wrote "The UFO Controversy in America" (1975) as well as a doctoral dissertation on UFOs.

 

     One skeptic says, however, that corroboration is the most

damning thing about abduction tales.

 

     "It's not that hard to do," says James Randi, professional

magician and debunker‑at‑large, who says self‑described abductees

like Whitley Strieber have refused his invitations to debate

abduction.

 

"They describe aliens with pointy ears and slopey eyes because

that's the way science‑fiction magazines have been portraying them for years."

 

*WW*

     I find a flaw with Randi's opinion here.  His description of "Aliens described by abductees" is erroneous.  I find that in the specific cases I deal with the description is totally 100% the same as follows.

  Grey or cream-colored skin, smooth devoid of any pores.  Eyes are large and slanted.  Eyelids are almost hinged at what we would consider our temples.  Ears are either totally devoid or small slits or depressions.  Mouth and nose seem to be vestigial organs.  The nostrils are either vertical slits or holes and the mouth is either nonexistent or a slit like opening.  Their head is twice the size of a normal human with a higher forehead.  The only difference in theses beings is the degree of control the machine/cybernetic network has over them.  There seems to be two versions of theses beings one slightly more advanced than the previous.


     

     I have found that this small group of individuals may be involved in cross breeding or assimilation by this machine race.  They seem to be chosen by their genetic makeup and ablity to adapt.

 

*WW*

 

PUBLICITY OR RELEASE?

 

     As Mr.  Klass wrote in a recent edition of his UFO skeptics

newsletter, "In UFO abductions, plagiarism is not a sin; it's a

required virtue."

 

     Skeptics say many abductees might "plagiarize" for the same

reasons:  "Most of them are looking for something in the way of a

transcendent experience," says psychologist Robert A.  Baker, a

retired University of Kentucky professor.  "They really want to

feel something important has happened to them."

 

     But Mr.  Jacobs insists abductees want no part of their

experience, just release from the pain it inflicts.

 

     "These people need help," he says.  "They need someone to

listen to them."

 

     Mr.  Jacobs says he has learned through trial and error, and

detailed screening interviews, to weed out true victims from fakes or wannabes.

 

     He tests conventional explanations for abduction claims, the

historian says, and finds they all come up short.

 

FANTASY AND TRAUMA

 

     The Jacobs approach has won admirers.  "I found his work very thoughtful and careful," says Harvard University psychiatrist John Mack, who wrote the introduction to

"Secret Lives."

 

     Dr.  Mack will not say whether he believes in alien abductions ‑ "I have to be more cautious" ‑ but he confirms that he, too, has seen patients who manifest the symptoms described by Mr.  Jacobs and others, "and there's no conventional explanation for this." 

 

Others disagree.

 

     Dr.  Baker calls Dr.  Mack naive and says abduction fantasies mask real trauma that "abductees" will never properly confront as long as people like David Jacobs continue to preach abduction.  "When someone goes to you and tells you you were abducted by aliens, that's much easier to accept than believing you were raped as a child by your father," Dr.  Baker says.

Author of "Hidden Memories: Voices and Visions from Within"

(1992), Dr. Baker says an "abductee" is someone who is likely to

mingle personal trauma with a tendency to fantasize; past exposure to vivid science fiction, including abduction tales; and an easy suggestibility toward people who present themselves as authority figures ‑ such as Mr.  Jacobs.

 

 

PANIC BUTTON

 

     Dr. Baker accuses Mr. Jacobs and others of worsening the

anxieties of already disturbed people, pointing to one case in

which an alleged abductee committed suicide.

 

     "The saddest thing is that these amateurs, like Hopkins and

Jacobs and so on, are alarming the public," Dr.  Baker says.

"They're spreading all kinds of rumors.  Jacobs says he hopes

{alien abduction} isn't true, but {says} that these people need

someone to talk to them, because psychiatrists and psychologists

won't help them.  . . .

 

     "This is absolute nonsense," he adds.  "This is what we call an `iatrogenic disorder,' one that's being created by the therapists themselves."

 

     But Mr. Jacobs says he actively discourages people who come to him, and warns them of the dangers of uncovering abduction

experiences.

 

     Michael Shea, a government lawyer who went public with his own abduction account four years ago in The Washington Post Magazine, applauds Mr.  Jacobs' book and calls the author "a legitimate guy."

 

     "I think it's one more hammer strike on a kind of Berlin Wall," Mr. Shea says.  "But I just don't think in my lifetime there's going to be a dramatic change in {public perception of} this."

 

THE QUESTION

 

One basic question remains unanswered: If aliens exist, why are

they abducting us?

 

     "That is the ultimate question in UFO research," Mr.  Jacobs

says. "What are they doing with those {human‑alien} hybrids?  Where are they taking them?  {Aliens} probably have manufactured, in a way, tens of thousands of them over the past several decades ‑ 40, 50, 100 years.

 

"Now, if this were psychological," he continues, "if this were

internally generated, if {abductees} were making it up, we'd know

the answer.  They'd just make up the answer.  And we have a model

for that: . . . the `contactees' of the 1950s.  They made up

answers to every question you asked.  Channelers do that, too.

"But with this subject, we simply don't know.  And the

abductees don't know.  And that is extraordinary."

Or maybe just clever?

 

**WW**

     Many people wonder about a question of why and yet they don't look at the action done by the group responsible.  In the rare cases of verified abduction by an unknown, which is backed by physical evidence.  We can find no other explanation than assimilation of a native species in order to inject non-native species into a society in a non-combative way.

 

     We find a definite lack of real physical proof regarding the hostile intent of any verified "alien species" directed at this planet. 

 

     Also, I find that an imagined world run by a cybernetic intelligence not so scary. There would be no crime because the law would be followed like a program not like a suggestion.

**WW**

 

                 ABDUCTION ACCOUNT

 

 Am I Imagining It All?

 

     "...there will be wonder. There will be great wonder."

 

      These words, written by Whitley Strieber in the foreword of his book Transformation, have for me, become the most profound words that I have ever come across.  They are at once extremely descriptive of the entire UFO enigma and yet, they are very richly understated.  To wonder is to contemplate something that at the very least has some basis for understanding in the human mind.

 

     But, it is becoming increasingly clear, as more and more information is obtained from UFO sightings and purported abduction victims that much of the phenomenon is probably beyond Man's comprehension.

 

     Therefore, to wonder is to digress from fact into fantasy.

 

     But, one cannot help but wonder. So how are we to get to the true meaning of the enigma? There seems, at this point, to be no clear path to truth ahead of those who study this peculiar subject.

 

     About all anyone can do is to add as much information as possible to the files of dedicated research organizations attempting to put all of the bizarre tales into some some kind of rational perspective.

 

      These files are already so loaded with obscure symbolism and strange occurrences, that their real underlying meanings may never be obtained.

 

     In writing this, I presuppose that UFOs exist, that they are indeed a physical reality and not hallucinatory in nature, that they are piloted by extraterrestrial entities, and that these entities have engaged in the abduction and examination of many human individuals.

 

     The question of existence has never been an issue for me. I have always accepted as fact that UFOs were a reality. As far back as I can remember, I have held a major interest in the phenomenon.

 

     Recently, I ran across newspaper clippings dated as far back as 1978 that I had collected pertaining to various sightings of strange craft, which demonstrates that even at age 14, I was keenly aware that something strange was happening.

 

     In those days though, as far as I was concerned, UFOs were strange flying craft that people saw in the sky, although I do not remember ever having personally seen an object that I could truly consider to be extraterrestrial.

 

     Abduction accounts were virtually unheard of, or at least they were not reported by any media available to me other than in the grocery store tabloids that everyone denies reading.

 

     In fact, I do not recall reading one in‑depth "alien encounter" report until I was in my early twenties. I had heard the names Travis Walton and Betty Andreasson a few times, but I had no access to details of these cases.

 

     It was not until late 1989, at age 25, that I began to suspect my own possible abduction. This "wondering" began on a trip to a bookstore where I was scanning a totally unrelated section of books for something interesting to read.

 

     Suddenly, I came to an out of place book entitled Intruders. The name was all I saw on the spine, but l immediately knew what this book was about. Without checking to see if I was correct in my assumption I grabbed the book and bought it.

 

     It was all I could do to wait until I got home to start reading it. While I was engrossed in the manuscript I recalled a dream that I had as a child. It was a horrifying dream that has recurred several times throughout my life. What I remember of it seems to fit perfectly into the classic abduction scenario.

 

     I am lying in bed asleep. For reasons unclear I wake up and peer through the doorway of my room. I think I see some small men looking back at me from around another doorway very close to my own. I get up to investigate and walk toward them down the hall. I do not get very far when I seem to remember several others coming toward me.

 

     At this point I become very frightened and turn to run back to my bedroom. I take about one step and am frozen in my tracks. I could not move a muscle. This was not the "run in slow motion but can't get away" dream. I was totally immobilized and felt a very strange tingling sensation, which I will never forget. I can equate it a low level electrical vibration, like when you touch the ends of a cord as you plug it into the wall socket, only not as strong.

 

     I remember screaming for my mother and father to help me. Whether anything came out of my mouth or no one heard me, I don't know.

 

     At this point my back was turned to whatever was pursuing me.  Then, my legs began to float up and I tilted face down and began to float.  I do not recall anything after this point.

 

     I can remember, as a child, being absolutely terrified to go down the hall to my room by myself, especially at night. I would even go so far as to try to con my brother to go with me, telling him that I wanted to show him something or that I wanted to play with him.

 

     I also had a fear of looking out of the sliding glass doors that led out to the backyard at night, for fear that someone would be out there looking back at me. These fears persisted way up into my teens. In fact, I still find myself hugging the walls in my present house, stealthily walking along wondering if someone is in the house when I know good and well that there is'nt.

 

     Another incident that I recalled while reading Intruders pertained to a possible visual sighting that occurred when I was a young boy. My cousins and I were playing outside while my father and uncle talked nearby.

 

     Suddenly, for some inexplicable reason, I looked to a spot in the sky and detected a very small stationary object that shown brightly with reflected sunlight. It seems miraculous to me now that I could have spotted the object, knowing how scatter‑brained young boys are.

 

     I called to the others to see and we watched it for some time, although it made no movement. Upon asking my father and uncle what it was, I remember my uncle getting out his binoculars and taking a look.

 

     I am sure that my father also observed the object through the binoculars. Although they could not confirm the identity of the object, they determined that it must be a weather balloon. We accepted this and went about our daily romp sessions without further discussion of the matter.

 

     I hadn't given this incident any thought at all until reading Intruders, some twenty years later, at which point the occurrence came rushing back into my mind with utmost clarity.

 

     I also recalled during this time a missing time incident that occurred when I was a senior in high school. At the time, I was having trouble with a spastic colon and was on an anti‑ spasmodic drug called Bentyl.

 

     Although this may hurt my credibility, I ingested a rather large amount of this drug during my second to last class one day. I really don't know why I did this, but I did. I remember going to my last class feeling very groggy and falling asleep.

 

     When the bell rang I was almost unable to walk or function normally but managed to get to the door leading outside to my car. This was around 2:30 to 3:00 p.m. The next thing I remember is waking up around 6:00 p.m. at home in my bed to my mother asking me to move my car.

 

     This was an incredibly difficult task in my condition. I cannot believe that no one noticed that I was so doped up. The thing I find so difficult to grasp, given that this was a drug induced blackout, is that in this condition, I would have had to get into my car at the school, drive about 3 miles in heavy traffic to my job, perform my duties, drive to another location to finish and then drive home. This is almost too much for me to accept.

 

     I seem to remember asking my co‑workers the next day about my performance but not getting any satisfactory answers as to whether I did my job or whether I was even there to do it. This event gradually faded from memory and I had not thought about it again until I read Intruders.

 

     The next book I read was Communion. I obtained it from the local library and was dumbfounded that it would even have this book. I concealed it as I walked up to the check‑ out counter for fear of being seen with it and made fun of. I had heard about the book but had never seen it before.

 

      When I picked it off the shelf and saw the cover I was immediately stunned by the artwork and a thought ran through my mind‑the image on my door.

 

     On the back of the door to the room in which I had the dream about the little men, there was an image formed by the grain of the wood that I used to call "the devil on my door". I remember showing it to all my friends and even my mother, although she has no recollection of it.

 

     It seemed to be an elongated face with slanted eyes and an evil look. The face on Communion seemed to spark some kind of correlation. It was my immediate thought that they were different renderings of the same thing. I remember many times opening my door because I didn't want it to be looking at me. A very strange thing for a child to think about a piece of wood. Communion elicited the same memories from my childhood that Intruders did.

 

     I began to play "connect the dots" and things became clearer that I may have had my own possible abduction experiences. After this, I began reading everything that I could get my hands on about the subject, trying desperately to find some confirmation of the things that I had experienced. I now understand that this is a quite common phase for abductees/contactees to go through.

 

     During this time of "information gathering" I had some very vivid dreams. These dreams that I will relate to you seemed very different from my normal dream state. In fact they seemed very real. The thing that puzzles me is that unlike my normal dreams where I seem to be fully conscious and in control, in these "abduction" dreams I felt as though I was not fully conscious or perhaps groggy from some narcotic.

 

     The first of these came on March 26, 1990. I distinctly remember the date because I awoke the next morning telling myself that I had to remember that day so I could relate it later. It begins this way.

 

      When I become aware of something happening, I am standing beside my bed buttoning my red and black flannel shirt. I already had on a pair of jeans. I have no recall of whether I had shoes on. My head was down against my chest as I was doing this.

 

     Again, I felt groggy but somewhat aware of my surroundings. Standing next to me on my right side was a small man, whom, I did not get a good look at. I seem to remember that I could see the top of his head out of the corner of my eye and it was greyish white with no hair. He wore what I perceived to be black clothes.

     He said to me, "Are you ready?", at which point I replied, "I guess so." He then took me by my left hand and began leading me out of the bedroom, down the hall and into the livingroom.  At some point during this promenade, he blurted out, "Hurry!".

 

     It seemed to me that he was taking many more steps than I was.  He was smaller than I and seemed like he was late for something or that he was taking too long to accomplish his task.

 

     We headed for the door that leads out to the backyard. I do not remember going out the door, but the next thing I do remember is that we are outside.

 

      We walk across the yard and end up beside this very small jet black oval object that I assume was a craft of some sort. I do not remember a door, as such, but there was an opening that I had to crouch down to get through. I entered first with him following.

 

     I sat down in a chair of some sort that was, I assume, at the rear of the craft, immediately on my left. I say this because the little man was doing something in front of me where there seemed to be a lot of equipment and another chair. He was working quite quickly at something, facing to my right as I watched him.   At this point, a small door, which I thought looked like a glove‑box in a car, fell open. He cursed, "S‑‑‑t!", which I found quite humorous. I even remember chuckling a bit at this, thinking that he was not much different than I was in his actions. Abruptly, my recollections end. I do not know what took place after this, if indeed this was a realtime event.

 

     The next dream concerning this subject occurred within days of the March 26 scenario. Upon further reflection, I feel that this one may be another remembered segment of the same experience.

 

      When I become aware of my surroundings, I am sitting at a low table.  It is white and although I cannot move my head around, everything else seemed to be of this same color.

 

     Again, I feel as though I am drugged and possibly not fully conscious.  My head is glued to my chest as it had been in the earlier dream.

 

     I immediatly sensed two presences other than myself. One was on my left at the side of the table which I perceived to be a male. The other was immediatly on my right.

 

     I never saw this one but I perceived her as a female as I will explain. I am looking down the whole time, but I was aware that the male on my left was doing something.

 

     I said to him, "How many others have you worked with?".  He responded, "What do you mean?" I replied, "How many other people have you worked with?" He thought a minute and then said, "Two." At this point, the entity on my right said, in a distinctly female voice, "Oh, and then there was our brother." This elicited from the male some sort of confirming gesture. I am not sure if I saw this or just felt it.

 

     I could not stand not being able to look around and said, "Just a minute". I then tried to lift my head to get a glimpse of my surroundings. It took all the strength I could muster to overcome the force that held my head in its downward position, but I managed to look up.

 

     When I did, I looked straight into the eyes of the male on my left. I was overwhelmed with delight. It was something concrete that I could take with me. I will never forget the sight.

 

     His eyes were very large. They were very human looking in structure and a beautiful light blue in color. They seemed endless and I felt elated.

 

     I was so close to him that I seem to remember being able to make out the lines in the iris. This was only a momentary glance but enough to last me a lifetime.

 

      At this point, my head was returned to its original position.

 

     Sometime later, I remember looking down at a Petrie dish of translucent green liquid or jelly.

 

     A third entity was standing in the background just able to be made out in the corner of my eye. He was not unlike the entity on the cover of Communion, although his head was more angular at the top and perhaps slightly wider.

 

     He wore a long, robed garrnent that seemed to shimmer slightly. It had long sleeves covering his arms which he had folded so that his hands were not visible. I got the impression that he was very much in charge. He had a cold stare. I was still very much aware of the green substance in front of me when the third entity uttered, "Wait."

 

     I turned slightly, as much as I could, to get a better look. He made a nodding gesture. When I turned my head back to view the green jelly, it was no longer there.

 

     Instead, there was a bowl of what I perceived to be, of all things, mashed potatoes. I do not know whether the nodding gesture from this being changed its appearance or whether it was simply replaced as my attention was drawn away from it.  This is all I remember of this dream.

 

     There have been many other strange things happen and other less vivid dreams concerning the UFO phenomenon, but it is these dreams described above that I find so fascinating. They are so out of sync with my norrnal dream state. There seems to be no clear beginning, no middle, no end. Just fragmentary segments to tantalize my imagination.

 

     I am still unsettled and confused as to whether these events were real and related or whether they are totaly unrelated events that are linked together only by my immersion in this very compelling subject. Or, perhaps, they were not real at all and were generated out of my subconscious mind to fulfill an inner need to be associated with the elite "chosen" few who have actually experienced something real. Did the sequences truly occur? At times the question drives my up the wall. I hope that I can one day find out.

 

     As for the missing‑time incident, the possible visual sighting, the image on my bedroom door and the dream I had as a child, I know that these were real events. They did occur. But, as to whether or not they are related to the UFO phenomena, I can not make a concrete decision at this time.

 

     I have recently begun to undergo hypnotherapy, having made a personal decision to determine if the lunatic fringe is just around the corner.

 

     If the determination can be made, that I have somehow construed these happenings out of my own mind.  Then the case should be handed to qualified psychologists in order to understand why an ordinary person would relate experiences on a subconscious level that so closely resemble experiences of actual abductees.

 

     If indeed, though, the aforementioned experiences and those not mentioned here are truly occurring in event‑level reality, then I will probably have to change many of the views I hold of reality.

 

     But, however it goes, I will approach the phenomenon as any good investigator, scientist or therapist should; not blindly accepting every detail that comes out of hypnosis as actual truth, but rather integrating those perceptions and observations into an acceptable level of compatability with my life.

 

     In either case, the prospect of an unknown entities, whether earthly or extraterrestrial, coming into the homes of people and abducting them for unknown purposes is truly amazing and at times frightening.

 

     It is possibly the most important happening since human creation. I know that I personally cannot sit on the sidelines and wait for something to take place.

 

     We all must make every effort to understand as much as possible of the enigma. Perhaps we may find nothing that fits our level of comprehension. But, isn't that the beginning of understanding? To wonder?

 

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                     FALLEN ANGELS

 

     Abduction...to take away a person by force (against the free

will  of the person abducted).  (The Merriam Webster  Dictionary,

paraphrase by Michael Corbin).  This word is associated with many

things  that  one  would read about in  the  newspaper  virtually

everyday.   The Iranian hostages, young girl abducted by two  men

and  held  for ransom.

 

     But, the word 'abduction' has  even  more serious implication of late.  Whitley Streiber's abduction,  Budd

Hopkins' abduction studies.  What does this mean?  Over the  last

few years, there has been an ever increasing rate of alien

abductions of human beings.

 

     As a matter of fact, the numbers have grown enormously over the last year!  As the record indicates, seemingly normal human beings are being removed from their homes and vehicles, sometimes in broad  daylight, to be examined by alien beings.

 

     Reports have  indicated that these examinations include the taking of ova and sperm samples from the victims and the possible insemination of female abductees who report subsequent pregnancy only to find that the pregnancy has mysteriously disappeared  shortly after the first trimester.

 

     These disappearances of fetus' are, likewise, associated  with another abduction of the victim.  Mysterious scarring and

implants around the frontal brain area have also been commonplace.

 

     At first, one would naturally speculate that the people  reporting such abductions were obviously hallucinating such  events, however as time has passed, more and more people have  been coming forward reporting the most bizarre abduction reports  of our history.

 

     People, whom doctors report are average intelligence and normally adjusted socially.  What is going  on?

 

     I  have been asking this question of myself and others  over  the last year, and have been drawn to this mystery only to find  that it goes much deeper than most people would  realize or acknowledge.

 

     Speculation has ranged from nothing more than an over active imagination, on the down side, to stories of the last days and 'fallen angels', on the high side.

 

     It is here that I would like  to analyze what we know to be true in the area of UFO's and abductions.

 

     Recently discovered by Barry Greenwood and Lawrence Fawcett,

authors of the well known book, Clear Intent, have discovered that the United States Government has over 10,000 documented reports of UFO sightings made by the general public, airline pilots, both civil and military, radar observed UFO's and on and

on since as early as 1942.

 

     During the period of 1942 to 1947, the reports were sparse and generally were not treated too seriously.   Then, in 1947, things took a sudden and mysterious turn when the news wire buzzed that a saucer had crashed in a remote region of New Mexico near the town of Roswell.  As quickly as the story went out over the wire, it was immediately silenced by the U.S.  Government and later explained away as a radar reflecting device attached to a  weather  balloon.

 

     However, despite the government attempts to disguise the possible recovery of an unknown type aircraft, using the weather balloon story, the rumors persist that what actually was recovered in that field was an actual spacecraft piloted by aliens.

 

     Even unto 1988, the mystery as far as the public is concerned remains unsolved and steeped in more secrecy than ever before.  Greenwood and Fawcett launched a massive and bold campaign to have the government release to the public, any and all documents related to this bizarre phenomenon,  only to be met with resistance of a large degree by the military entities that on one hand, deny the very existence  of  such phenomenon and on the other, outright admit their  existence  by withholding documents  pertaining  to  them.

 

     Many documents are classified 'Above Top Secret'.  So, with  this in mind, are  we to believe that nothing  exists?  Are we to believe the Philip Klass' that would have us understand that we are involved in a phenomenon known as mass hallucination or mistaking something moving across the sky as the planet Venus?

Not hardly.  But, what is it?

 

     Anyone could let their imagination run away with them

speculating  on what this phenomenon is and from where it  comes.

 

*

     We  have seen this lately in the form of frantic appeals that  we are being invaded by little green men from outer space.  We  have heard stories about MIB's (Men In  Black) stalking abduction victims, dark helicopters buzzing homes and observing   the movements of individuals who are deeply involved in this mystery.

 

     We have heard that there are underground bases where the  aliens perform  horrible experiments on hapless human victims.  And, on top  of all of this, we have heard of MJ‑12, the secret,  covert organization, responsible only to the President of the  United States.  MJ‑12 is supposed to have the complete and total  access to actual living aliens who are visitors of the government.   The stories go on and on.  What is true and what is false?

*

     Since  no civilian  researcher has ever been invited to a full blown  crash investigation, the civilian ranks must work at this  project  in the  blind.   Many  times,  there have  been  reports  of  actual physical evidence of an encounter, but to this day, not one piece of evidence has been circulated among the civilian  ranks.   So, once  again, in the absence of physical evidence to  examine,  we are left with our minds to speculate on what could be going on.

 

     While  it is not the scope and purpose of this  document  to

discuss  theology, it is important to keep in mind that there could be a possible link between the phenomenon of today and what

has been recounted in ancient documents.

 

     In  1968,  Barry  H. Downing  published a book called 'The Bible and Flying  Saucers'.  In  this book, Mr. Downing attempts to relate the Bible  to  this phenomenon.  What makes this theory so difficult in this day and age is the fact that mysticism has been replaced  with  science.

 

     As science has made such leaps and bounds in discovering  our roots, it seems that the Bible and God has been traded off  for science text 101.

 

     But, even with all of science's knowledge, the basic  meaning  of life has still not been discovered.   We have

always needed a balance of Science, Philosophy, and Theology to

get us where we were going.

 

     For nearly 6000 years men have tried to  discover their meaning and roots of being.  Yet, in today's modern world, we  feel  that we are so  close  to  the  answer.

 

     Accident.  I have heard our existence justified as being part of the 'Cosmic Cookbook' where you add a little of this and a little of  that and poof!, out comes instant life.

 

     But who or what has been doing the 'adding' of the ingredients to this large  cosmic pot?  While I am not a scientist, I can say that so far, nothing to my knowledge has been discovered that will validate the principle of perpetual motion.

 

     In any event, if motion is to exist, something external must be applied to that object to put it into motion.   Once motion is  achieved, then periods of external intervention are necessary to  keep that object in motion, lest it would eventually cease to move.

 

     Let's take a large metallic ball and suspend it from a string.  That ball will just hang there until we apply the force to it to get it to move.

 

     Once moving, we will have to continue applying an external  force to that ball to keep it moving.  If we don't then that ball  will cease to move.  Now all of us are not scientists, but we do  know that the ball exists since we can see it.   We know that by

hitting that ball, it will move.  We also know that if we do not

keep hitting that ball, it will stop moving in a short time.

 

     Science has taken this everyday phenomenon and studied it.   They have  come  to the same conclusion scientifically that we  have.

 

     Now  science can acknowledge this because it has  been  observed, but science cannot necessarily determine why this is so.  If they had, then we would know all there is to know about  perpetual motion, but we don't.  This same discussion could apply  to our existence.  We know that everything around us is in motion.  This would  lead  us to believe, that some external force  had to be applied to get things moving.  What was that  external  force?

 

     Until these answers are beyond reproach, no one can say that this is  wrong and that is right.  Even science  cannot  definitively state that we are the products of an accident.  The universe  is in motion, but what force put that process in motion.   Arguments will  be that if God is responsible then who created  God?   But, until we reach God, then we can only  speculate.   Nevertheless, there  are several viewpoints in favor of and against what I am saying here.

 

     If God created us, what does that tell us about God?   It

tells us that God is the Greatest Scientist around.  We have been

created in a physical world with physical bodies and senses.   We

know that we know we exist.

 

     Thus, God must be bound by the same physical laws that we are, only  He has the only real understanding of these laws.  We know from the Bible and other ancient documents that have been found that throughout man's history on earth,  he has been visited by beings not of this world, representing God and appearing to have physical bodies just as we do.

 

     These beings, while not revealing the mysterious meaning of life, have been instrumental in changing world events, both directly and indirectly.  These beings have been referred to

as angels.

 

     Recently,  I utilized my computer to count the occurrences  of angels in the  Bible.   Using Today's English Version, I referenced the word 'angel' and came up with over 400

occurrences of the word in the entire Bible.  Thus, it would seem

that there were angels reported quite a bit in the Bible.

 

     Where does  this all fit in with the modern world?  Many will say that the Bible is a collection of mythological tales  designed to symbolize something moral, etc.  Yet, the Bible is  historically correct.   There  have been cataclysms on this  earth that were recounted in the Bible.  There are events that are recounted in the Bible that are historically correct.  How could a book of mythology be correct historically unless these events that we call  myth actually did occur?

 

     Aside from the Bible, there are ancient documents that  recount  flying  shields and strange visitors interacting with earth people.  What about our modern world?  Are we to say that the hundreds, even thousands of people that claim they have been abducted are the result of mythological beings?  If this be true, then we are all victims of this biggest hoax to befall us in the 20th century.

 

     Below  follows an excerpt taken from the  Pseudepigrapha's  First Book of Enoch.   As some may recall,  Enoch was the  seventh descendant of Adam and as Genesis 5:24 recounts, '...Enoch walked with God.   Then he vanished because God took  him...'.   Most scholars  agree  that this work was written in  both  Hebrew  and Aramaic,  Aramaic  being the language that Jesus spoke.

 

     As you read this, recall the modern abductions that have  been taking place.

*

                       The Fall Of Angels

 

         6 In those days, when the children of man  had

         multiplied,  it happened that there were  born

         unto  them handsome and  beautiful  daughters.

         And  the angels, the children of  heaven,  saw

         them  and desired them; and they said  to  one

         another,  "Come,  let  us  choose  wives   for

         ourselves from among the daughters of man  and

         beget  us children." And Semyaz,  being  their

         leader,  said unto them, "I fear that  perhaps

         you will not consent that this deed should  be

         done,  and I alone will  become  (responsible)

         for this great sin."But they all responded  to

         him,  "Let  us  all swear  an  oath  and  bind

         everyone  among us by a curse not  to  abandon

         this suggestion but to do the deed." Then they

         all  swore together and bound one  another  by

         (the  curse).  And they  were  altogether  two

         hundred; and they descended into 'Ardos, which

         is  the summit of Hermon. And they called  the

         mount  Armon,  for they swore  and  bound  one

         another  by  a curse. And their names  are  as

         follows:   Semyaz,  the  leader   of   Arakeb,

         Rame'el,   Tam'el,  Ram'el,  Dan'el,   Ezeqel,

         Baraqyal,  As'el, Armaros, Batar'el,  Anan'el,

         Zaqe'el,  Sasomasp w e'el, Kestar'el,  Tur'el,

         Yamayol,  and Arazyal. These are their  chiefs

         of tens and of all the others with them.

 

         7   and they took wives unto  themselves,  and

         everyone  (respectively) chose one  woman  for

         himself,  and they began to go unto them.  And

         they    taught    them    magical    medicine,

         incantations, the cutting of roots, and taught

         them  (about)  plants. And  the  woman  became

         pregnant and gave birth to great giants  whose

         heights  were  three  hundred  cubits.   These

         (giants)  consumed  the  produce  of  all  the

         people until the people detested feeding them.

         So  the giants turned against (the people)  in

         order  to  eat  them. And they  began  to  sin

         against birds, wild bests, reptiles, and fish.

         And  their flesh was devoured the one  by  the

         other,  and  they drank blood.  And  then  the

         earth   brought  an  accusation  against   the

         oppressors.

 

         8  And Azaz'el taught the people (the art  of)

         making  swords  and knives, and  shields,  and

         breastplates;  and he showed to  their  chosen

         ones bracelets, decorations, (shadowing of the

         eye0with    antimony,    ornamentation,    the

         beautifying  of  the  eyelids,  all  kinds  of

         precious  stones, and all  coloring  tinctures

         and  alchemy. And there were many wicked  ones

         and they committed adultery and erred, and all

         their  conduct became corrupt. Amasras  taught

         incantation  and  the cutting  of  roots;  and

         Armaros  the  resolving of  incantations;  and

         Baraqyal   astrology,  and   Kokarer'el   (the

         knowledge of) the signs, and Tam'el taught the

         seeing  of the stars, and Asder'el taught  the

         course of the moon as well as the deception of

         man.  And (the people) cried and  their  voice

         reached unto heaven.

 

         9  Then Michael, Surafel, and Gabriel observed

         carefully from the sky and the saw much  blood

         being   shed  upon  the  earth,and   all   the

         oppression  being wrought upon the earth.  and

         they  said to one another, "the earth,  (from)

         her empty (foundation), has brought the cry of

         their  voice  unto the gates  of  heaven.  And

         now,(o)  holy  ones of heaven,  the  souls  of

         people  are  putting  their  case  before  you

         pleading, `Bring our judgment before the  Most

         High.'  "  And they said to the  lord  of  the

         potentates, "For he is the Lord of lords,  and

         the  God of gods, and the King of  kings,  and

         the seat of his glory (stands) throughout  all

         the  generations  of the world. Your  name  is

         holy, bless, and glorious throughout the whole

         world.  You have made everything and with  you

         is the authority for everything. Everything is

         naked and open before your sight, and you  see

         everything;  and  there is nothing  which  can

         hide itself from you. You see what Azaz'el has

         done;  how  he  has  taught  all  (forms   of)

         oppression  upon the earth. And they  revealed

         eternal secrets which are performed in  heaven

         (and which) man learned. (Moreover) Semyaz, to

         whom  you  have given power to rule  over  his

         companions,  co‑operating, they went  in  unto

         the daughters of the people on earth, and they

         lay  together with them‑with  those  women‑and

         defiled themselves, and revealed to them every

         (kind  of)  sin. As for the women,  they  gave

         birth  to giants to the degree that the  whole

         earth  was filled with blood  and  oppression.

         And  now  behold, the Holy One will  cry,  and

         those  who have died will bring their suit  up

         to  the  gate of heaven.  Their  groaning  has

         ascended (into heaven), but they could not get

         out  from  before the face of  the  oppression

         that  is being wrought on earth. And you  know

         everything (even) before it came to existence,

         and you see (this thing) (but) you do not tell

         us  what  is  proper for us  that  we  may  do

         regarding it.

 

         10   And then spoke the Most High,  the  Great

         and  Holy One! And he sent Asuryal to the  son

         of  Lamech,(saying),  "Tell him  in  my  name,

         'Hide yourself!' and reveal to him the end  of

         what  is coming; for the earth and  everything

         will be destroyed. And the Deluge is about  to

         come upon all the earth; and all that is in it

         will  be  destroyed. And now instruct  him  in

         order  that he may flee, and his seed will  be

         preserved  for all generations." And  secondly

         the  Lord said to Raphael, "Bind  Aza"el  hand

         and  foot (and) throw him into the  darkness!"

         And he made a hole in the desert which was  in

         Duda'el and cast him there; he threw on top of

         him  rugged and sharp rocks. bAnd  he  covered

         his  face in order that he may not see  light,

         and in order that he may be sent into the fire

         on the great day of judgment. And give life to

         the earth which the angels have corrupted. And

         he  will proclaim life for the earth: that  he

         is giving life to her. And all the children of

         the  people  will not perish through  all  the

         secrets (of the angels)," which they taught to

         their  sons.  And  the whole  earth  has  been

         corrupted  by Azaz'el's teaching of his  (own)

         actions;  and write upon him all sin.  And  to

         Gabriel  the lord said," Proceed  against  the

         bastards  and the reprobates and  against  the

         children of adultery; and destroy the children

         of  adultery  and expel the  children  of  the

         Watchers from among the people. And send  them

         against  one  another (so that)  they  may  be

         destroyed  in  the fight, for length  of  days

         have  they not. They will beg you  everything‑

         for  their  fathers on behalf  of  themselves‑

         because  they  hope to live an  eternal  life.

         (They hope) that each one of them will live  a

         period of five hundred years." And to  Michael

         God said,"Make known to Semyaz and the  others

         who  are  with him, who  fornicated  with  the

         women that they will die together with them in

         all  their defilement. And when they  and  all

         their  children have battled with each  other,

         and  when  they have seen the  destruction  of

         their  beloved  ones, bind  them  for  seventy

         generations underneath the rocks of the ground

         until  the  day of their judgment and  and  of

         their consummation,until the eternal  judgment

         is  concluded.  in those days they  will  lead

         them  into  the  bottom  of  the  fire‑and  in

         torment‑in  the  prison (where) they  will  be

         locked  up forever. And at the time when  they

         will burn and die, those who collaborated with

         them  will  be bound together with  them  from

         henceforth unto the end of (all)  generations.

         And destroy all the souls of pleasure and  the

         children  of the Watchers, for they have  done

         injustice  to man. Destroy injustice from  the

         face  of the earth. And every iniquitous  deed

         will  end, and the plant of righteousness  and

         truth  will appear forever and he  will  plant

         joy.  And  then all the  righteous  ones  will

         escape; and become the living ones until  they

         multiply and become tens of hundreds; and  all

         the days of their youth and the years of their

         retirement they will complete in peace. And in

         those  days the whole earth will be worked  in

         righteousness, all of her planted with  trees,

         and  will find blessing. And they shall  plant

         pleasant  trees  upon her‑vines.  And  he  who

         plants  a vine upon her will produce wine  for

         plenitude. and every seed that is sown on her,

         one  measure will yield a thousand  (measures)

         and  one  measure  of olives  will  yield  ten

         measures  of presses of oil. And  you  cleanse

         the  earth  from all injustice, and  from  all

         defilement, and from all oppression, and  from

         all sin, and from all iniquity which is  being

         done on earth; remove them from the earth. And

         all  the  children of the people  will  become

         righteous, and nations shall worship and bless

         me; and they will all prostrate themselves  to

         me.  And the earth shall be cleansed from  all

         pollution,  and  from all sin,  and  from  all

         plague,  and from all suffering; and it  shall

         not  happen  again that I shall  send  (these)

         upon  the earth from generation to  generation

         and forever.

 

         11   "And  in  those days  I  shall  open  the

         storerooms  of  blessing  which  are  in   the

         heavens,  so they I shall send them down  upon

         the  earth, over the work and the toil of  the

         children  of  man. And peace and  truth  shall

         become  partners together in all the  days  of

         the  world, and in all the generations of  the

         world."

*

     Quite  an  incredible story.  Budd Hopkins  is  the  leading

researcher  on human abductions.  He has worked with many  people

that claim that they have been abducted by strange creatures  and

were  made  to  helplessly watch as these  creatures  probed  and

prodded  at  their  bodies.   There have  even  been  reports  of

insemination and a victim meeting with a child that she feels was

her  child,  but was fathered by an alien.  As  the  above  story

goes,  could there have been genetic engineering as long as  6000

years  ago?  Seems quite suspect to me.  If so, why?   Are  these

creatures  somehow tied to who we perceive to be God?   Are  they

the fallen angels associated with Lucifer, the one supreme  angel

that rebelled against God and was cast out of heaven by  Michael,

the  famous  Archangel?   These beings, if they  are  capable  of

having  sexual intercourse with earthlings, must have a  physical

body.   Could there exist out in the vast expanse of universe,  a

whole  world  devoted to the creatures spoken of  in  the  Bible?

Perhaps, they had been appointed as Watchers over the human  race

and  violated  a  sacred oath not to interfere with  us,  but  to

guide  us  in  our maturation  process  externally  and  quietly.

Again, one can only speculate about what they want with us.

 

     There  are  many  whom I am sure  will  disagree  with  this

approach, however lest we totally deny our own existence, we must

work  with what knowledge we have.  The ancient peoples  of  this

world could not have had in mind to perpetuate a grand hoax  such

as  the Bible, made it historically true and expected it to  last

as  long as it has.  I say that all things, in all parts  of  the

world,  have a commonalty to them.  The commonalty is  that  they

are  all pieces of the big puzzle.  Each piece  fits  intricately

with  the  next piece and we should not be so quick  to  discount

something such as this because it is based on religion.  You see,

religion  and science all have their nature closely  intertwined.

For it was out of structured religion that we have made important

discoveries  about  who we are and what our  purpose  is.   There

really  cannot be one without the other.  For if it is  all  true

that  we are the product of an external force that we  call  God,

then  science  and  religion  will be  forced  to  reconcile  the

separation  of the marriage that has been valid all  these  years

and has kept them apart.

 

For now, though, we must continue to work together to figure this

puzzle  out.   We must remain open minded enough to  explore  all

possibilities of this phenomenon and be ready to acknowledge that

something is occurring even as this is being written that someday

will expose itself to all nations and people.

 

 

 

           OVERVIEW BY WHITE WOLF.

 

     As I read over this document I found at the points I marked with * that the information was taken out of context or totally fabricated in order to scare people.  The MJ-12 group was an old mid 1950-1970s thinktank group and is no longer in existence. Also, MIB and other "Outer Space enforcers" are not commonly seen by verified abductees.  Therefore,I can only estimate MIB are manufactured to support a fantasy/paranoid delusion.

 

     Also, the text quoted is not Biblical text and therefor can only be from an external nature.  Meaning that it is manufactured or created from something else other than what is Christian Doctrine.  That means that it is part of a pseudo Christian Cult called the " Demonologist " that has it's own agenda.

 

     By convincing themselves that all things that are "evil" are demons and they can only be sent back to hell by the power of Jesus name. The problem is their own books are allegorical stories about what off world EBE taught them so this is further proof of Extra trestral contact and interaction with humans. 


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